super psycho(n.) an immensely disturbed individual who is obsessed with ranting, whining, and blabbering about his life. severely unstable and emotionally undefined, a super psycho should always be dealt with at a distance greater than 50 feet and, with some few doses of aspirin.
WHO THE HELL IS SUPER PSYCHO?
Name:Empermeen Mallawee
Nickname:Elp, Elf, Elfer, Elper, Emper, Empermeen, Buknoy, Boknoy, Bok, Mallawee
Age: I am 15. And I mean it.
Address: Honestly?
Favorite Color: Green, Orange
Favorite Food: Rodic's Jumbosilog
Motto in Life: Abolish our selves.
Favorite High School Subject: Biology
Most Hated High School Subject: Values Education
Most Unforgettable Experience: When I abolished my self.
Most Embarrassing Experience: When I abolished my self.
Who is your Crush: My self.
Do you think autograph questions are dumb?: Super.
So why are you answering this?: Why do you care.
Ambition in Life: To be a Super star.
What is Love: Love is what you say when 'horny' doesn't sound right.
If you were a deodorant scent, what would you be?: Natural Scent.
Your film biopic's title would be: E-pal
One word that best describes you: Magnificent.
What can you say about PGMA?: She has a mole on her face.
How about Josepha Estrada?:His stomach is really big.
How about Angel Locsin?:Her face looks too small.
Your alter ego's name is: Kokey
Dedication: World Peace.
Any Last Words?: Rrrawwrr.I'M EVERYWHERE!
We're Just Friends...ter
Yahoo Me, Yahoo You
GIMME MORE! MORE...BLOGS
Allan Habon
Riley Palanca
Aio Arzadon
Cess Carlos
Leya Sumbeling MY FANS SAY THAT...
A HISTORY OF PSYCHOSIS
Nickname:Elp, Elf, Elfer, Elper, Emper, Empermeen, Buknoy, Boknoy, Bok, Mallawee
Age: I am 15. And I mean it.
Address: Honestly?
Favorite Color: Green, Orange
Favorite Food: Rodic's Jumbosilog
Motto in Life: Abolish our selves.
Favorite High School Subject: Biology
Most Hated High School Subject: Values Education
Most Unforgettable Experience: When I abolished my self.
Most Embarrassing Experience: When I abolished my self.
Who is your Crush: My self.
Do you think autograph questions are dumb?: Super.
So why are you answering this?: Why do you care.
Ambition in Life: To be a Super star.
What is Love: Love is what you say when 'horny' doesn't sound right.
If you were a deodorant scent, what would you be?: Natural Scent.
Your film biopic's title would be: E-pal
One word that best describes you: Magnificent.
What can you say about PGMA?: She has a mole on her face.
How about Josepha Estrada?:His stomach is really big.
How about Angel Locsin?:Her face looks too small.
Your alter ego's name is: Kokey
Dedication: World Peace.
Any Last Words?: Rrrawwrr.
We're Just Friends...ter
Yahoo Me, Yahoo You
Allan Habon
Riley Palanca
Aio Arzadon
Cess Carlos
Thursday, May 11, 2006
Unlimited Nights:
typical text conversations of insomniacs
i.urban nothingness
i can't think of anything to begin this post. as i write, ryan seacrest is announcing the final three of american idol and my sister is incessantly shrieking in exaggerated paranoia. she roots for katharine mcphee but i have a feeling that she'll be eliminated right this very moment.(shit, i went downstairs and chris daughtry is OUT!) so, this is my first post after two days of dormancy, well, because my devilish brother isolated me from the computer. anyway, enough of the rattlings, here it goes.
ii.i heard carmeme68
last night I was exchanging text messages with carmeme68(with her consent, carmela bragais). well, obviously, we're both in the unlimited promo. we chatted about different things, things that you rarely find being discussed and compressed within petty text messages. ironic. shit my sister is bugging me, my mind is being destabilized by her eerie rendition of "bad day". now what, so, i never expected that i would actually be awakened by such seemingly simple exchange of sms. at first i was thinking, hell, i want to utilize the 30 pesos i spent to be registered in this hysteria.but in the end, as my eyes ached in pain, i actually learned a lot.hmmm, intriguing. our "conversation" went like this.sorry for the shortcut, i'm getting a bit lazy.
iii.banned and censored
elfie: tell me something you think i want to know
carmeme68(this is too long): you would want to know your future.
elfie: wow! that helped
c-14(mas maikli hehe): was that sarcastic(later)specify mo kasi
elfie: tell me something you think i want to know about life and our existence
c-14: i think you would want to know that in the 3 centuries of the church's
existence in the country, they never did anything for the improvement of the Filipino people.if you...
elfie:hmmm.ok....dat the mbb summa cum laude witha gwa of 1.038 came from pisay west visayas.if you were me, the first thing you'll do is...
c-14: ...is to be nationalistic and patriotic because americans are the dumbest race on earth. if u were me?
elfie: is to research about angela manalang-gloria. if i am in the position to tell you what to do, right now i want to tell you to...
c-14: do my stat homework cause its deadline is tomorrow and not be so tamad with my studies coz if i am, i fail my responsibilities to my family, UP, others and myself. if i wer in the?...
elfie: ...to stop worrying about tomorrow and stop entertaining thoughts of committing suicide.
c-14: sino si gloria?familiar name
elfie: greatest Filipina english poet, hails from Tabaco. i can't think of another question
c-14: if you played God, what will you do first?<hoy suicide ka jan!tighahamak mo an saidiri mo!and in the end marerealize mo sa kabilang buhay-if meron-na you should have done everything than to take your own life!>
elfie: ohmaygad! its my mother.i will abolish gender and implement a single sex. if you were God?...
c-14: hahaha.benta!...
(THIS PART IS CENSORED,HEHEHE)
elfie: if you died and experienced total peace, you will live again for?...
c-14: nothing.i would not want to live again for the first place coz what's done is done. our life has been made as a probation period before we enter our true destinies. why would i want to go back if i was already delivered? if you would be given a chance to change your religion, it would be?...
elfie: nothing. in fact, i don't believe in religion. it's social, not spiritual as it supposedly is.you?..
c-14: i would have my own personal relationship with god. tama ka, besides, being religious is different from being spiritual.i'm now beginning to discover god's plan for me, ayokong masayang ang maraming years na ginugol ko para madiscover yun.if you were to ask god one thing it would be?...
elfie: how come man doesn't want to get hurt, but he deliberately hurts other people?wat sked mo tomorrow?right now, my life can be summed up in one word which is...
c-14:we've hurt you so many times for so many years, how come you're not creating other beings more superior to us who will serve you with the purest loyalty and faith?.that word would be ACCEPTANCE.you?if you can only have sex with one person in your lifetime,, that person would be?..
(THIS PART IS ALSO CENSORED!!WAHAHA)
c-14:....do you have any clue on how adam and eve lived after exile?
elfie:di ba may anak na sila??...do you actually believe in the bible?it was just written to strengthen the roman catholic church's following. i'd rather read every gospel than the bible.
c-14: nye.did you know that the vatican is one of the richest stockholders in the US market?i mean, di ba kinain nila yung fruit if knowledge, meaning marami na silang nalaman. they should have done something notable in history.
elfie: ah. so what keeps a person straight is ignorance? so knowledge is what makes us sinful? then knowledge is evil?paradise is utter ignorance?but shit, that's denial
c-14:hahaha.elf, to find peace, all you have to do is to accept.kaya nga medyo ok na ako dito since i lived alone.i began seeing things the way they are, not the way they are supposed to be.
elfie:hala. i'm being saturated again with ideas that i can no longer explain. ignorance is just oblivion from universal realities. and these realities are just manmade. and everything wise we cling to is just manmade. then in essence, they are nothing compared to the one "god".yeah, ignorance is bliss.
c-14: accepting things you believe is true is believing that everything around you is made for a reason. for god has a plan. and you can accept that plan. it's the thing that is not manmade. for it is felt without our knowing. it is a belief that requires unrequited faith in the only trith that exists. "HE is the truth, the way and the life."
elfie: but what do you accept?what do you believe in? things that man made! we think that ignorance is denying the truth. when in fact there is no truth because everything is just a fallacy of man. so there is no wisdom. there is just us, a supreme being and our existence.shit, you make me think too much
c-14: kaya all i do is believing in him. everything else follows. and if god had known that the limitations of human knowledge will not transcend the boundaries of artificial reality, then di ba lumalabas that he is the one "not good" by letting us rot in the confines of this illusion?
elfie: everything around you is blasphemy. they are made by man out of the basic things god had initially provided. in the beginning, there was only man and paradise which we are supposed to use to sustain our existence, not to saturate our mind. everything is false, carmela, behind all these great rubbish is, god. and we should not be blinded.
c-14:sorry, I might have unconsciously erased this one.
elfie: hmmm.yeah. you are a woman of powerful faith pala.hehe.pero look, our god is a jealous god, that's stated in the bible. then, he wants us to have only him throughout aour existence. that means abandoning everything for his pleasure. can you do that?deny everything and just, just, believe. even if the enormity of everything is just in front of you?
c-14: to abandon everything for our own sake, yes. for his pleasure: i doubt. he wanted us to have only him because ikaw na mismo nagsabi that in reality, all we have is him. if not him, what do we have?nothing, just some manmade trash you were complainingabout a few minutes ago.
elfie: shit. let's just believe that, indeed, there is a god. i'll put this in my blog, i'll just give you an alias.go to sleep!till next time, ibang topic na, pero i think every topic will just end up about the existence of god.
c-14:sige. juts put my name. ano nga url ng blog mo?
elfie:marasa pa dae ka pa talaga maturog(you're not yet sleepy?)
c-14: actually i'm gonna sleep na. in fairness, mas naclarify faith ko.thanks elf!
elfie: finally i proved to be helpful.i am getting old.pero tama di ba?mareply pa an..(you will still reply...)
c-14:iu(yes) ta sayang unli.medyo i'm beginning to acquire knowledge already.nyt for the nth time!
elfie:pag nagreply ka, mareply ako hanggang iu na naman!(if you reply, i will reply again and we'll start from the beginning)
c-14:anu na an. bati nasanay na ako na ako pirmi nagrereply na last (ano ba yan, nasanay na ako na ako ang last na nagrereply)
elfie: .
c-14: "
elfie: so now that we believe in god, who is JESUS CHRIST?whahaha.sleep...
(end)
iii.vita brevis
that was it, basically, with some things censored with respect to human morality. nietzsche said that morality is an invention of the weak to deter and limit the strong, then, we were apparently limited by the dictates of such.hehe.stupid that i am editing this one five days later.what is stupid?funny enough, pink, in an mtv interview, defines stupid as "wasting the opportunity to be yourself". her great mistake is that she failed to state that she is not generalizing the statement or applying it to everything. that is just like saying that a "stupid dog" is a dog who acts like a cat, because "he wasted the opportunity to be his self". of course that is not right, a dog is a dog, and it can't jump from the ninth floor without breaking a bone.what am i even talking about. perhaps i would like to add that plato believes that god is merely a force, aristotle, that he is "a king that reigns but does not rule, a perfect individual" and spinoza, "a gallant being".blablabla.who cares.just read the statements above for clarification
gnoth seauton.know thyself.
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