Happy birthday, psycho blog!


i don't think i will ever forgive myself for not posting a celebratory entry for my blog's second year of blissful, humble existence.

on the afternoon of may 5, 2006, i sat on a chair and typed my first blog entry. it was about my rage against bob ong's 'ang paboritong libro ni hudas'. ugh. i feel so lazy and depressed today, though. so much for the 'i'm-2-years-old-shit-let's-be-happy' mantra. anyhoo. there's this thing i learned from my creative writing class today. mind you, i have been learning A LOT from my cw 10 class, perhaps it's due to the fact that we SELDOM write stuffs. and oftentimes, when we do, we merely answer emailed questions. sooo NOT fun.


back to the droplets of creative writing wisdom, it was about err.. making 'lists'. my ever-tardy professor [who didn't acknowledge me when i said 'hi' inside the jeep when we were both running horribly late for class] said that making lists is, well, kinda creative. oh my gahd. now i realize i'm not really learning anything from cw. and the electric fan above me exploded just this morning. well, without the flames and shrapnels, of course. just a *poof*. and some panic.


invoking the powers of creative writing lectures [minus the actual writing], here ARE: my 2nd anniversary LISTS!


'today i am depressed because'... LIST


1) i was late again for creative writing 10
2) i did not have my breakfast [because i was late]
3) the electric fan above me exploded, and it smelled like a hair blower. which is bad.
4) we did not write in CW 10 today
5) Pasta House at CASAA did not cook baked mac today. ugh. i forgive you for the e.coli.
6) i don't know the name of what i ate for lunch
7) i didn't see much freshie enrollees at the lobby today. goodbye UP education.
8) my havs are dirty. [is this depress-able?]
9) i can't forget my philo prof's statements about the canister-in-the-ass scandal in cebu. he said, he'll just slap the wrists of the doctors for taking the video. UGH.
10) my philo prof didn't get my point regarding the 'laws are obsolete/inaccurate/too broad' plea of mine.
11) my badminton racket is too heavy. my wrists are aching.
12) my shorts kept falling down while i was playing badminton this afternoon. we had to leave early because my briefs kept peeking out.
13) i am getting moody. too moody that i suddenly hate texting anyone.
14) i think i am seriously as in psychologically-slash-chronically depressed
15) i want to go to the gym but i am so lazy and bankrupt to do so
16) i think and feel that i am poor
17) my braces were readjusted so right now they are so effing aching
18) i don't have anyone who wants to watch 'ploning' with me. they can't understand that i'm not in it for judy ann.
19) i feel so lazy to make my philo 120 paper on the demarcations of law-control and jurisdiction on the public and private lives of citizens
20) i simply feel depressed


'i don't want to feel depressed because'... LIST


1) the electric fain didn't really fall on my head
2) i have my old hairstyle back
3) i sweat out all the pizza i ate yesterday
4) uhm..i'm still alive?
5) my philo report was rescheduled on monday
6) i didn't die today
7) i walked along EDSA while it was raining
8) no one bludgeoned me to death today
9) i'm nearly there..i feel like i will be able to watch ploning soon
10) i know i am really depressed


gahd. happy anniversary to my blog. but it's the first time i'm depressed this summer. which is really bad.


how come i don't have the 'mood: sadness' thingy?


mood: not good. [and it rhymes.]