Over YM, a friend told me to look at the bright side of life, which is so darn theoretical that it didn't really move me at all. It's just that, I miss the optimistic me, the meditating, positive thinking me that I lost somewhere along my acad-OCness journey. And so here I am, contemplating on braving through the rain to watch Mummy and buy pants and polo shirt afterwards or on just staying put at home watching Supernatural [and blogging].

I can still remember the ranting me, complaining on how pimple-inducing my daily stress has become. In fact, I have been getting pimples everyday that I actually began not to care at all, like a splurt of realization that pimples are natural occurences of the universe, not a pubertal punishment of shame and ridicule. Anyway, there, and so again, over YM, I chatted with a high school friend who's now in her 4th year in UP Imed, and I whined about how busy my life has been, and when she told her side of the story, I realized, I whine more that I get stressed. Which is a bad thing.

Right now I am waiting for my niece who is supposed to be here today, playing teacups or whatever or making me run after her all over Trinoma's pathways. I wonder if she'll be able to come since the rain is getting bitchier every second. I want to watch supernatural since there is still daylight, I want to study about STFAP for my Pi Sigma debate, I want to study Economics because I am always late in lecture class, I want to watch Mummy, I want to watch a Very Special Love. I want a lot but I have little time, and all I could do is to blog about that. How efficient is that, ladies and gentlemen.

I think I need to do something revolutionary in my life, like, Che Guevarra-ish. Although the prospect of getting your face stamped on 150 or so tshirts is just darn overexposure!

Things I should do but I am not doing because I am a lazy ass:

1) Watch a 'A Very Special Love' with someone with the same emotional wavelength as I have, Katkat, where are you?!

2) Watch The Mummy TOmb of the Dragon Whatever with someone, with anyone actually! I miss this series!

3) Study about the benefits crap of STFAP and pretend that I like it even if I freaking pay 20 000 pesos for my tuition, all for our Pi Sig debate on Tuesday

4) Finish watching Supernatural Season 1 in broad daylight

5) Study Econ because nothing's getting retained in my brain about capital jizzes, crapola, but hey, I try to love Economics

6) Finish all accounting problem sets, God, make me diligent PLEASE

7) Prepare a time-table on how I can get to JPIA App Outing tomorrow on TIME

8) Consume my 5 day Unlitext benefits

9) Go to Trinoma and buy clothes on sale

10) Go back to Ipil since my siblings are hibernating in the bad weather

I need sunshine. Metro Manila beneath dark clouds looks freaky.